Thursday, October 16, 2008
dunno la.. really very sian.
ahh started writing again. i moved web so that people wont come in and see =D. wish they dun find me ba. aiya, today chemistry really sucks. one point cuz i dunno what conclusion to write for the chemistry. 4 marks sia... my 'O's . OMG
i yesterday night cannot sleep then think about alot of things... aiya maybe cuz i too weak or what.. i dunno i really wanna someone there to like 'look after' or 'protect' me. hiazz
something like a guardian angel. haha . sounds lame but true. if not i could become stronger oO. Lol
dunno . really thought alot about it. very sian. is that anyone that can provide me love?? xD
love as in care and concern. dunno lehs.. i like need these things alot. maybe cuz i from young dun have a father beside me le. i seem to especially need these type of love. wish for there to be someone to comfort me.
maybe i need to go visit a doctor or what. i think i am an introvert. i dun want others to see how i feel or what i want. maybe trying to always protect others first. hiazz i now wanna spit all my troubles out. maybe i can feel better.
maybe... it is the fact that i had been watching too much anime.. then become too interested into it and also wan something like that to happen to me la. i also dunno. like so emo...
hiazz so sian... =(
i wanna ask something.
Is there a Guardian Angel out there for me?
=( i wanna live a peaceful life. wish for there to be someone to love me..
this is me.. hiazz
dunno...........
i wanna find a answer..
posted by FeNg at 5:28 PM